2017 – Nervous System

• I’m jealous, I’m overzealous When I’m down, I get real down When I’m high, I don’t come down. Issues
• Now, it’s like we’re scared of getting good ‘Cause we know the truth is that we could Yeah, we know that we might actually work. Worst in Me
• He’s got a thing for flowers, but only certain kinds And by certain kinds, I mean, only if it’s mine. Pink
• Now I’m not really one for drinkin’ songs but I guess if I’m not wrapped here in your arms then I can’t talk about love And who wants to talk about love?. Don’t Wanna Think
• But you don’t judge me ‘Cause if you did, baby, I would judge you too No, you don’t judge me. Issues
• But maybe it’s the worst in me That’s bringing out the worst in you I know we can fix these kinks But the worst in me doesn’t want to work on things. Worst in Me
• There’s no innuendos, it’s exactly what you think Believe me when I tell you that he loves the color pink, oh. Pink
• Well, I don’t wanna think about you right now Don’t wanna think about you right now. Don’t Wanna Think
• ‘Cause I got issues But you got ’em too So give ’em all to me And I’ll give mine to you. Issues
• It’s almost like it’s made you a little bit bitter When I don’t always react the way you expect. Worst in Me
• We get palpitations when the week is slow Yeah, baby, we get anxious mostly on the days we don’t Use physics to fit in our love. Pink
• You do shit on purpose You get mad and you break things Feel bad, try to fix things But you’re perfect Poorly wired circuit. Issues
• At least it’ll taste better than this feeling will And I don’t like myself when I’m just standing still. Don’t Wanna Think

2019 – Inner Monologue Part I

• My friends, they wanna take me to the movies I tell ’em to fuck off, I’m holding hands with my depression. Anxiety
• And sometimes I think I kill relationships for art I start up all this shit to watch ’em fall apart I pay my bills with it, I watch ’em fall apart. Happy
• You’re bringing back all of my feelings And I fuckin’ love, I fuckin’ love it. Deep
• I feel a little nauseous and my hands are shaking I guess that means you’re close by My throat is getting dry and my heart is racing. What a Time
• Feel like I’m always apologizing for feeling Like I’m out of my mind when I’m doing just fine. Anxiety
• I’m sending out texts at 4 a.m I’m not desperate, I just want somebody’s skin In my denim, ’cause it helps me feel something. Happy
• It’s becoming less Less about what I know and more about what I think I think that I go crazy every time your lips on mine. Deep
• I haven’t been by your side In a minute, but I think about it sometimes Even though I know it’s not so distant Oh, no, I still wanna reminisce it. What a Time
• But all my friends, they don’t know what it’s like, what it’s like They don’t understand why I can’t sleep through the night. Anxiety
• Don’t kiss in front of me, it makes me sick I’m not bitter, well, maybe a little bit I’d sniff glitter if it’d help me feel something real. Happy
• I admit it that I think about it sometimes Even though I know it’s not so distant Oh, no, I still wanna reminisce it. What a Time

2019 – Inner Monologue Part 2

• No dark side for us No fights just because No silence that kills, ah No, no sleepless nights. 17
• It’s a sad day when your papa sees you cry Over yet another guy, add another tally line That’s about five that he can beat down. Falling for Boys
• I can already gauge it I’m too opinionated And your mama’s gonna hate it You don’t fit in with my friends. Hurt Again
• Sometimes, I miss you and then I remember That I deserve much better Cover my tattoo about you with another And now I’m feeling much better. Priest
• And this thing we have, we didn’t know what was it We didn’t know we could get messed up from it And all we really wanted was. 17
• I want, I want, I wanna love me right Don’t want you on my mind Hoping for change (I do, yeah). Falling for Boys
• You remind me of my past That’s how I know that this won’t last And I know I should go pack But where’s the fun in that?. Hurt Again
• Oh, you broke my heart, and now, you want some redemption Oh, it’s obvious that you ain’t learned your lesson. Priest
• Pin you down, kiss me now We can go in for another round Pin you down, come kiss me now. 17
• Afraid of commitment, super unstable They’re lovely now, just wait ’til later Dyeing their hair blue (Mmm) Shit out here is getting scary (Woo). Falling for Boys
• Ah, I can see the future, it doesn’t look pretty I’m looking in your eyes, I’m ready to be hurt again Feel some type of way whenever you’re with me. Hurt Again
• In retrospect, that’s what brought me to you, mmm Guess I thought I could change you to the truth, mmm I don’t know, I don’t know what I was thinking, uh huh. Priest